to start off im going to tell you why i love TUMBLR:)
its like just the thing i needed, its like having someone to talk to and being able to say whatever you wanted to whoever you wanted and not having to worry about them hearing it if you didnt mean to say it but just had to get it out. its also a place you can bring people who are close with you so they can see YOU. do you know what i mean? your thoughts, phrases, likes, dislikes, regrets, pouring your heart out, memories. everything that makes you, you. and its an honor to have you know me!
well lets see here, IM NOT GAY im just very different. there is no one way to describe me, my favorite type of people are scene kids or rave kids because p.l.u.r. is the way to go, i uset to rave and i went by mellow beats and my rave wife was tink, our rave son was horseshoe, i love italian food and mexican and german and greek, and i can cook :D im a very intresting person, i share my thoughts from time to time and people either laugh or think about it. i tend to be funny but not so much in a harsh way but dont get me wrong, the sight of a 2 year old running as fast as he can and biffin it across the tile will put me in tears of joy! im a very happy person with a very hard and trying past. i started out as the young genius who learned very fast to the pot enthusiast who seemed to always find trouble. i was a bad kid to be honest, when i was 8 i got my first charge, vandalisim! i was throwing dirt clods at the school brick walls :( gay >:/ but then i stole a clip on watch from circle k when i was 10 and the cops came to my school lol. theres some other pety theft and M.I.C. and what not oh and a hit and run! (parked car) i used to have an mazda Rx7 and i want a 300zx next, i love tuner cars and hate american cars because i hate how they handle. ive done quite a few drugs in my day and i just stick to good ol’ mari jane but extacy is my all time favorite. im a very intouch with my sensitive side but im no bitch, i reason i dont cry but i will fuck you up, besides why do you wanna fuck with someone whose 6’4” any way? i like scenery and nature, i used to be a photographer, i have also done tennis untill i almost knocked out a girl on my team because she steped infront of my serve and got the ball full force to the temple :( *ouch* but i did golf as well and i was horrible lol, theres also basket ball, baseball, raquet ball, french and spanish. i also used to play piano, clarinet, bass clarinet and guitar. i love learning new things oh and i can also weld. my grandfather owns a welding business, i have been to a few places and have made LOTS of friends, ive been to greneda, st. thomas, st. kitts, puerto rico, florida, delawear, california and virginia. i have lots of family and i only know a handfull, i grew up with out a dad and it was just me and my brother elijah. i was born in new york and moved to arizona when i was 4. i like anytype of music except akon but i love rock, dubstep, and southern rap. i want to have subwoofers for anything that i have that makes sound XD im a sucker for love and ive lost it before, i have the cutest dog you ever saw, hes half boxer half pit and hes faun colored with a hint of white. i named him blaze and hes a year and a half old. i dont need to wear jewlery or need a super smart phone. i wear dc shoes and used to skate. i like video games mainly driving ones. i am one of the nicest people you can meet but im also very demented and when you fuck me over i have my fun with you. i have a slight case of depression but i find ways around it. my friends are my family and my family resents me so if i come to trust you, your one special type of person believe me, i have a knact for being able to read people and i do it well, i have been used waaay too many times to let it happen again. i have been through a few bad situations, i have seizures sometimes when im dehydrated or if i pass out, i have short term memory loss but its not really bad, i have done extacy and drank screwdrivers(not a good idea!) my eyes turned purple is what i hear but i also got dragged by a truck so i have been around the block if you know what i mean. im a highly affectionate person, and sometimes i feel like i can read peoples thoughts when i look into their eyes as they talk and see the facial movements. i love driving and i have been all over arizona. i have friends with weird pets, some have chamileons and some have tortoises. i love all animals and hate spiders and snakes. i love the ocean but im afraid of it, my brother almost drowned infront of me when i was 2 at the beach. i have lots of good memories but even more bad ones. i never dream becaust i have nightmares every night. they dont scare me though i react as if im invinvible but i have hit the ground twice in a falling dream and been shot a few times in my dreams. i have slept through a murder at my friends house that involved 108 pounds of weed. i love cuddling and i speak randomly, my favorite song is momas song by carrie underwood my first best friend in glendale arizona was murdered last year in a house fire RIP MICHALE MURRAY!! <3 you man :’( oh and toilet humor is the best kind of humor. anything else you wanna kno just ask me!!
OH I ALMOST FORGOT A FEW THINGS
im 20 and african amerian
im 6 foot 4 inches tall
im scared of the dark
im afraid of heights
id fight a dog that was half my size but and too wimpy to step on a spider that i can see the eyes on
im filled with more hate amd rage than history can hold
im am the most gentile person you could ever meet
i hate the feeling of falling
i hate people who expect things
i would do anything for anyone
i live to make you happy
your company is all the fun i need
i breakdown when im alone because i feel so out of balance and my mind cannot rest, i hate being alone because i feel like no one wants me around.
i let everyday feel the same so im not dissapointed
all i want is to fall in love
the thing that scares me the most is loosing that love
what makes me happiest is knowing i can turn your day around just by talking to you, hugging you, kissing you, being around you, holding you.looking into your eyes and just thinking about how much you mean to me in my life